So they re-myelinated the brain of a shiverer mouse (original abstract here) and I cried.
I believe that stem cells are "the thing" that will cure and then "fix" MS. Ideally, I'd like someone to figure out how to "reboot" my immune system and fix all the neurological damage this disease has done, and what this study above does is give me home that at least *part* of that dream is possible.
I've never let myself believe that MS will be cured in my lifetime, but if this science is actually a working model, MS might be fixed by the time I'm in my 50s. If I can keep from progressing now, that would give me 30-40 years of life worth living.
Until now, I've never let myself have that hope. I cried because it now seems possible.
Stem cells are where it's at. Mark my words.
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Thursday, February 7, 2013
Friday, January 29, 2010
Oh the indignity of it all.
What was supposed to be a 1 hour and 15 minute appointment at the MS Clinic turned into a four and a half hour epic.
I was supposed to have a 15 minute drop in with the neurologist to confirm that Copaxone is the way we are going and then go to see the physiotherapist for an hour to get some exercises for my vestibular problems.
My neurologist was running late (qu'elle suprise!) so they sent me to the physiotherapist on time. Great. Then the physiotherapy student working with my physiotherapist was late so a quarter of the way through my assessment we pretty much had to start over to get her up to speed.
My vestibular dizziness problem is very slight, so my exercises are going to be very fine movements of my head and eyes. I ended up with the physiotherapist for half an hour longer than scheduled.
Then I end up back in the waiting room. 45 minutes later my neurologist comes out and we have a short talk. She asks me how many times I have gone to the bathroom that day. When I told her four she wrote out an order on a slip and told me to go see the MS nurse.
I had a bladder ultrasound. My bladder is fine and I have no UTI. The nurse says she's going to refer me to a urologist because I'm too young to have this not be MS related. Then I remind her that I have menopausal symptoms because of the mitoxantrone, she gets wide eyed.
"Still?"
So now I am getting a referral to BC Women's Hospital & Health Centre to get some help for my chemotherapy induced menopause. There is a chance that hormone replacement therapy will kick start my ovaries again, and Women's is the place for that kind of support.
But the gravest injustice is that MS has given me an abundance of old lady problems at the age of 35. I have a cane, my bladder is too active and I'm in menopause.
This is not how I pictured my mid-30s to pan out.
I was supposed to have a 15 minute drop in with the neurologist to confirm that Copaxone is the way we are going and then go to see the physiotherapist for an hour to get some exercises for my vestibular problems.
My neurologist was running late (qu'elle suprise!) so they sent me to the physiotherapist on time. Great. Then the physiotherapy student working with my physiotherapist was late so a quarter of the way through my assessment we pretty much had to start over to get her up to speed.
My vestibular dizziness problem is very slight, so my exercises are going to be very fine movements of my head and eyes. I ended up with the physiotherapist for half an hour longer than scheduled.
Then I end up back in the waiting room. 45 minutes later my neurologist comes out and we have a short talk. She asks me how many times I have gone to the bathroom that day. When I told her four she wrote out an order on a slip and told me to go see the MS nurse.
I had a bladder ultrasound. My bladder is fine and I have no UTI. The nurse says she's going to refer me to a urologist because I'm too young to have this not be MS related. Then I remind her that I have menopausal symptoms because of the mitoxantrone, she gets wide eyed.
"Still?"
So now I am getting a referral to BC Women's Hospital & Health Centre to get some help for my chemotherapy induced menopause. There is a chance that hormone replacement therapy will kick start my ovaries again, and Women's is the place for that kind of support.
But the gravest injustice is that MS has given me an abundance of old lady problems at the age of 35. I have a cane, my bladder is too active and I'm in menopause.
This is not how I pictured my mid-30s to pan out.
Thursday, January 21, 2010
Flow Chart to MS DMDs
I don't think I can fully explain how much I love flow charts. Pie charts and bar grafts too. Unfortunately I don't want to do tables and all that so I will just number this one.
Special Therapies Pre-Treatment and Special Therapies Treatment Phase
Pre-treatment Phase
Step 1 - Referral to Special Therapies Program
I was referred to the STP by my neurologist who screened me for inclusion in the program based on the BC Pharmacare's prescribing criteria
Step 2 - Patient Education (3 hour group session)
This is what I attended today where I got this awesome flow chart
Topics covered
- review of what MS is
- description of available drugs & how they are administered
- clinical trial study results
- side effects profile and management
- patient expectations
- Pharmacare coverage
According to the facilitator, this patient education program was mandated by BC Pharmacare to help lessen "prescriber bias". The four drugs were approved by Pharmacare around the same time and knowing that one or two of the drug companies had funded hundreds of thousands of dollars of research in the province they wanted to make sure that patients were getting access to the drug they wanted to take, not the one their neurologist wanted them to to fund his/her research. Every person who is going to start an MS medication in the province of BC has to take this education session.
Step 3 - Patient to call Special Therapies Program secretary with drug choice.
I don't have to do this one because my drug choice is already made. My doctor has already filled out the forms, I just had to go to this session because it's the rules.
Step 4 - Pharmacare approval (takes approx. 1 week)
As far as I know, I already have my approval.
Step 5 - Package to be sent to patient
- bloodwork requisitions (if you are on beta-interferons)
- Pharmacare approval note (for secondary insurers, if they require it.)
- neurologist letter (for additional insurance back up or for travel)
- travel tips
Step 6 - Bloodwork screening (not required for Copaxone)
- bloodwork must be done before prescription given to patient
Step 7 - Prescription given to patient
Step 8 - MS Clinic will send requisition to company support program for home start by RN
Treatment Phase
Day 1 - Injection training and drug initiation - home RN start
- first injection done with home nurse teaching
48 hours & 1 week - Follow-up phone calls
- You will receive a phone call from the Support Company Nurse regarding side effect management and support
Month 1 & Month 3 (approx) - Follow-up clinic visit - (optional)
- injection site reactions
- side effect management
- monitor bloodwork results (Avonex, Betasteron and Rebif - monthly for 6 months)
Month 6 - Optional clinic visit
- Monitor bloodwork results (not required for Copaxone)
Month 11 - Monitor bloodwork results (have blood test 1 month prior to appointment) [not required for Copaxone]
1 year - Annual review - make appointment with neurologist
- prescription renewal
- check injection sites and Special Therapies treatment issues
Pharmacare approval needs to be renewed each year with the prescription, and that's important because most private insurers won't cover the full cost of the medication without Pharmacare kicking in 70% of the cost, which is $1600 a month. Approval is never denied unless you no longer meet the residency requirement. The 30% will be covered by most private insurers up to your drug coverage percentage. (Ours is 80%.) This is going to cost me $96 a month out of pocket until my annual maximum has been reached. (The 80% of the 30% counts toward the annual maximum, btw.) I don't know what that is yet, because I haven't filed my 2009 taxes yet.
Thus ends the fabulous flow chart of MS drug therapy in the province of British Columbia.
*bows deeply*
Special Therapies Pre-Treatment and Special Therapies Treatment Phase
Pre-treatment Phase
Step 1 - Referral to Special Therapies Program
I was referred to the STP by my neurologist who screened me for inclusion in the program based on the BC Pharmacare's prescribing criteria
Step 2 - Patient Education (3 hour group session)
This is what I attended today where I got this awesome flow chart
Topics covered
- review of what MS is
- description of available drugs & how they are administered
- clinical trial study results
- side effects profile and management
- patient expectations
- Pharmacare coverage
According to the facilitator, this patient education program was mandated by BC Pharmacare to help lessen "prescriber bias". The four drugs were approved by Pharmacare around the same time and knowing that one or two of the drug companies had funded hundreds of thousands of dollars of research in the province they wanted to make sure that patients were getting access to the drug they wanted to take, not the one their neurologist wanted them to to fund his/her research. Every person who is going to start an MS medication in the province of BC has to take this education session.
Step 3 - Patient to call Special Therapies Program secretary with drug choice.
I don't have to do this one because my drug choice is already made. My doctor has already filled out the forms, I just had to go to this session because it's the rules.
Step 4 - Pharmacare approval (takes approx. 1 week)
As far as I know, I already have my approval.
Step 5 - Package to be sent to patient
- bloodwork requisitions (if you are on beta-interferons)
- Pharmacare approval note (for secondary insurers, if they require it.)
- neurologist letter (for additional insurance back up or for travel)
- travel tips
Step 6 - Bloodwork screening (not required for Copaxone)
- bloodwork must be done before prescription given to patient
Step 7 - Prescription given to patient
Step 8 - MS Clinic will send requisition to company support program for home start by RN
Treatment Phase
Day 1 - Injection training and drug initiation - home RN start
- first injection done with home nurse teaching
48 hours & 1 week - Follow-up phone calls
- You will receive a phone call from the Support Company Nurse regarding side effect management and support
Month 1 & Month 3 (approx) - Follow-up clinic visit - (optional)
- injection site reactions
- side effect management
- monitor bloodwork results (Avonex, Betasteron and Rebif - monthly for 6 months)
Month 6 - Optional clinic visit
- Monitor bloodwork results (not required for Copaxone)
Month 11 - Monitor bloodwork results (have blood test 1 month prior to appointment) [not required for Copaxone]
1 year - Annual review - make appointment with neurologist
- prescription renewal
- check injection sites and Special Therapies treatment issues
Pharmacare approval needs to be renewed each year with the prescription, and that's important because most private insurers won't cover the full cost of the medication without Pharmacare kicking in 70% of the cost, which is $1600 a month. Approval is never denied unless you no longer meet the residency requirement. The 30% will be covered by most private insurers up to your drug coverage percentage. (Ours is 80%.) This is going to cost me $96 a month out of pocket until my annual maximum has been reached. (The 80% of the 30% counts toward the annual maximum, btw.) I don't know what that is yet, because I haven't filed my 2009 taxes yet.
Thus ends the fabulous flow chart of MS drug therapy in the province of British Columbia.
*bows deeply*
Tuesday, January 19, 2010
I don't have anything nice to say...
so I am not saying anything at all.
No wait, I'll say this:
Spending half a day learning about injectable MS drugs, how to load an auto-injector, how to fill a syringe and how to deal with the side effects of Copaxone is preferable in all ways to going to work tomorrow.
Oh yeah, baby.
No wait, I'll say this:
Spending half a day learning about injectable MS drugs, how to load an auto-injector, how to fill a syringe and how to deal with the side effects of Copaxone is preferable in all ways to going to work tomorrow.
Oh yeah, baby.
Thursday, January 14, 2010
Projects and Impulse Control
The symbol is now official.
If your childfree and lovin' it this is for you.
It's for sale.
I like kids, really. I just don't know if I can eat a whole one.
Had my (what will now be) annual MUGA scan to check for heart damage due to 5 rounds of mitoxantrone. I don't expect anything interesting.
I am exhausted, not from MS, but from this day. Exercising this kind of restraint on a daily basis is really, reeeaaallly making my head feel 'splody.
Thursday, December 17, 2009
I Less Than 3 my Neurologist
So, we're at the annual follow up/seeing how the mito worked phase of our relationship. We both agree that I am doing and have done remarkably well. Here's all the news that's fit to print:
1. I still have some residual optic nerve damage (but nothing to worry about because my vision is 20/20) and weakness, uncoordination and spasticity on my left side (but again nothing really to worry about because my gait is generally good and I haven't needed a cane in quite some time).
2. I am being sent to the treatment patient's group on January 15 to learn how to manage the use of needles/auto-injector because on February 1, 2010 I go on Copaxone.
3. This is, of course, if we don't decide to do another round of mitoxantrone (Novantrone) around that time because...
4. There's either a oddly shaped blood vessel where my spinal cord meets my brain stem, an old lesion that didn't show up very well on my non-tracer material MRI last year that is now showing up on my tracer material MRI now, or it's a brand new lesion.
If it is a brand new lesion I'm getting one more mitoxantrone treatment. My MRI is being sent back for "reinterpretation" given my neurologist's concerns. I won't find out about that until the new year.
Even if we decide to do one more treatment, my doctor is getting all my Pharmacare stuff set up for February so I can start then. If it's delayed another 3 months, we won't have to do the paperwork then I can just start.
5. I my disease burden has decreased minorly, and my MS doesn't really appear as individual lesions, though I counted 5 very distinct spots as we viewed it together.
So that's the long and short of it. I'm doing as well as really can be expected for someone with relapsing-remitting MS with residual deficits as a result of a profound relapse almost a year ago.
Not looking forward to needles, but if it keeps me from a relapse for even a day longer than I would've had without it, I'm okay with that. With help from Pharmacare, it shouldn't be too much of a financial burden either.
Also,
a day or two ago I posted this story, about the University of British Columbia (UBC) putting together a proposal to study CCSVI at the clinic where I am a patient. I asked my neurologist about it and she was interested, but cautious.
She was pleased to hear that I don't think that this is *THE ANSWER* but perhaps *an answer* and that I was still confused by what CCSVI doesn't explain. She did write in my file that I was interested in being a participant in any study that does happen - but she did caution me on a couple of things.
a) This proposed study has no funding, no protocol and no ethical review yet. It's going to be be March before they even know how many people they are going to let in, let alone the scope of the study.
b) A vascular surgeon at UBC who has done angioplasty on veins, but not the inner jugular or azygos (chest) veins, thinks that the possibility of stroke or stroke leading to death with the "Liberation Procedure" could be as high as 1 in 100. Angioplasty on other less dangerously located veins have a stroke/death odds of about 1 in 1000 to 5000.
Sobering odds, really.
So that is the State of Lori's Brain n' such for the fiscal year ending December 31, 2010. Profits and output have improved 100000000000000000000000000000000 times from this time last year.
1. I still have some residual optic nerve damage (but nothing to worry about because my vision is 20/20) and weakness, uncoordination and spasticity on my left side (but again nothing really to worry about because my gait is generally good and I haven't needed a cane in quite some time).
2. I am being sent to the treatment patient's group on January 15 to learn how to manage the use of needles/auto-injector because on February 1, 2010 I go on Copaxone.
3. This is, of course, if we don't decide to do another round of mitoxantrone (Novantrone) around that time because...
4. There's either a oddly shaped blood vessel where my spinal cord meets my brain stem, an old lesion that didn't show up very well on my non-tracer material MRI last year that is now showing up on my tracer material MRI now, or it's a brand new lesion.
If it is a brand new lesion I'm getting one more mitoxantrone treatment. My MRI is being sent back for "reinterpretation" given my neurologist's concerns. I won't find out about that until the new year.
Even if we decide to do one more treatment, my doctor is getting all my Pharmacare stuff set up for February so I can start then. If it's delayed another 3 months, we won't have to do the paperwork then I can just start.
5. I my disease burden has decreased minorly, and my MS doesn't really appear as individual lesions, though I counted 5 very distinct spots as we viewed it together.
So that's the long and short of it. I'm doing as well as really can be expected for someone with relapsing-remitting MS with residual deficits as a result of a profound relapse almost a year ago.
Not looking forward to needles, but if it keeps me from a relapse for even a day longer than I would've had without it, I'm okay with that. With help from Pharmacare, it shouldn't be too much of a financial burden either.
Also,
a day or two ago I posted this story, about the University of British Columbia (UBC) putting together a proposal to study CCSVI at the clinic where I am a patient. I asked my neurologist about it and she was interested, but cautious.
She was pleased to hear that I don't think that this is *THE ANSWER* but perhaps *an answer* and that I was still confused by what CCSVI doesn't explain. She did write in my file that I was interested in being a participant in any study that does happen - but she did caution me on a couple of things.
a) This proposed study has no funding, no protocol and no ethical review yet. It's going to be be March before they even know how many people they are going to let in, let alone the scope of the study.
b) A vascular surgeon at UBC who has done angioplasty on veins, but not the inner jugular or azygos (chest) veins, thinks that the possibility of stroke or stroke leading to death with the "Liberation Procedure" could be as high as 1 in 100. Angioplasty on other less dangerously located veins have a stroke/death odds of about 1 in 1000 to 5000.
Sobering odds, really.
So that is the State of Lori's Brain n' such for the fiscal year ending December 31, 2010. Profits and output have improved 100000000000000000000000000000000 times from this time last year.
Sunday, November 1, 2009
A Note to You:
H1N1 - If you know me and are thinking about coming to visit when you don't feel well, please refrain. I have been immuno-suppressed for the past week and only now is my immune system on the rebound. Due to this I can't receive my vaccine for another week to 10 days and I can't receive a seasonal flu shot until mid-December. I also don't shake hands any more, and limit my physical contact with people who have daily contact with children or at-risk communities. I'm not trying to be rude, I'm just trying to prevent getting sick.
Thanks.
Thanks.
Saturday, June 27, 2009
It lives.
I've been better for a few days, but I've come to this empty text box so many times and nothing comes out.
I've been on Wellbutrin for three weeks now and other than a little more energy, I still hate my life and wish for it to be over. This is what they call "situational depression". The facts of my life suck, therefore I am depressed. There ain't a legal drug on the planet that's going to change that reality.
I go in for my fourth mitoxantrone treatment on Tuesday. My immune system will be on the upswing when my birthday happens.
On Friday I go to an agency that specializes in helping the disabled find work. I'm pretty sure that I am going to have another frustrating time trying to explain to someone that this is permanent, but the issues change minute to minute, hour to hour, day to day, etc. etc. The last person I was trying to deal with acted like I was making it up and couldn't seem to understand MS is chronic, probably progressive, there is no cure and I'm not mentally retarded as a result.
I am going to go back to bed I think.
I've been on Wellbutrin for three weeks now and other than a little more energy, I still hate my life and wish for it to be over. This is what they call "situational depression". The facts of my life suck, therefore I am depressed. There ain't a legal drug on the planet that's going to change that reality.
I go in for my fourth mitoxantrone treatment on Tuesday. My immune system will be on the upswing when my birthday happens.
On Friday I go to an agency that specializes in helping the disabled find work. I'm pretty sure that I am going to have another frustrating time trying to explain to someone that this is permanent, but the issues change minute to minute, hour to hour, day to day, etc. etc. The last person I was trying to deal with acted like I was making it up and couldn't seem to understand MS is chronic, probably progressive, there is no cure and I'm not mentally retarded as a result.
I am going to go back to bed I think.
Thursday, April 9, 2009
"You could plan a pretty picnic, but you can't predict the weather."
Mackin' the Mito - Cytotoxicity Round Three!
Headache, tachycardia,(my new word of the DAY!) depression, left leg drop, anxiety... blah, blah, blah.
It would've been nice to know, oh, two months ago that my inflammatory response was so difficult to control that it will take me at best six months just to recover from that, let alone start seeing any real improvement toward my pre-symptom life.
Really, that could've been mentioned at ANY point before or after 3 February, Dr. R or J, RN. Jumpin' Jeebus on a pogo stick, that would've been AWESOME.
(There needs to be a "winky face" for *eyeroll*)
Plan of attack:
See family doctor before cardiologist.
See social worker before seeing the psychiatrist.
See cardiologist/Get MUGA scan (it's a MOVIE of your HEART pumpin' using OLD SKULE technology. It's very cool. I think I should own an MPEG of it. And a scrollable CD ROM of my last two MRIs. But I digress...)
See psychiatrist before seeing Dr. R to get some symptom relief.
See Dr. R for follow up on cardiology, chemo and symptom management.
If all this checks out I'm back for Round Four! in early July. I hope that I can do it in either two weeks before my birthday, or wait until after my birthday.
I'm averaging a level and a half each day in Mafia Wars and I'm up to level 53 with 116 mafia family members.
I need to surround myself in funny and hide from the world for a couple of days.
Kevin Smith or Seth Rogen? Both?
The steroids that I get with the chemo drugs are kicking my ass again, so I think I'll be going to bed *before* Jon Stewart tonight. I'll watch him online tomorrow. I'll try to send Joe down to the vid store to get me some luscious-comedic-man-with-tenuous-ties-to-Vancouver-made movies.
Things are not going the way I was hoping they would go. Things are things that I need to take a couple days hiding out from.
The title of this post is from the song "Ms. Jackson" by Outkast. (I prefer BOB, but this line was fitting.) I've been listening to Johnny Cash remixes and covers for days. If you've got any on mp3, gimme a shout out.
I'll close with this song that's NOT by Johnny Cash, but seems to fit with what he used to sing about and what I'm going through.
When there's nowhere else to run
Is there room for one more son?
One more son...
If you can hold on
If you can hold on,
hold on.
I wanna stand up, I wanna let it go
You know, you know - no, you don't, you don't.
I wanna shine on in the hearts of men
I want a meaning from the back of my broken hand.
Another head aches, another heart breaks
I am so much older than I can take.
And my affection, well it comes and goes
I need direction to perfection, no no no no.
Help me out
Yeah, you know you gotta help me out.
Yeah, oh don't you put me on the blackburner
You know you gotta help me out, yeah.
And when there's nowhere else to run
Is there room for one more son?
These changes ain't changing me
The cold-hearted boy I used to be.
Yeah, you know you gotta help me out
Yeah, oh don't you put me on the blackburner
You know you gotta help me out, yeah
You're gonna bring yourself down
Yeah, you're gonna bring yourself down
Yeah, you're gonna bring yourself down
I got soul, but I'm not a soldier. I got soul, but I'm not a soldier.
I got soul, but I'm not a soldier. I got soul, but I'm not a soldier.
I got soul, but I'm not a soldier. I got soul, but I'm not a soldier.
I got soul, but I'm not a soldier. I got soul, but I'm not a soldier.
I got soul, but I'm not a soldier. I got soul, but I'm not a soldier.
Yeah, you know you gotta help me out
Yeah, oh don't you put me on the blackburner
You know you gotta help me out, yeah.
You're gonna bring yourself down, yeah.
You're gonna bring yourself down
Yeah, oh don't you put me on the blackburner
Yeah, you're gonna bring yourself down
Yeah, you're gonna bring yourself down
Over and out, last call for sin
While everyone's lost, the battle is won
With all these things that I've done.
All these things that I've done.
If you can hold on,
If you can hold on...
All These Things That I've Done - The Killers from the album "Hot Fuss"
Headache, tachycardia,(my new word of the DAY!) depression, left leg drop, anxiety... blah, blah, blah.
It would've been nice to know, oh, two months ago that my inflammatory response was so difficult to control that it will take me at best six months just to recover from that, let alone start seeing any real improvement toward my pre-symptom life.
Really, that could've been mentioned at ANY point before or after 3 February, Dr. R or J, RN. Jumpin' Jeebus on a pogo stick, that would've been AWESOME.
(There needs to be a "winky face" for *eyeroll*)
Plan of attack:
See family doctor before cardiologist.
See social worker before seeing the psychiatrist.
See cardiologist/Get MUGA scan (it's a MOVIE of your HEART pumpin' using OLD SKULE technology. It's very cool. I think I should own an MPEG of it. And a scrollable CD ROM of my last two MRIs. But I digress...)
See psychiatrist before seeing Dr. R to get some symptom relief.
See Dr. R for follow up on cardiology, chemo and symptom management.
If all this checks out I'm back for Round Four! in early July. I hope that I can do it in either two weeks before my birthday, or wait until after my birthday.
I'm averaging a level and a half each day in Mafia Wars and I'm up to level 53 with 116 mafia family members.
I need to surround myself in funny and hide from the world for a couple of days.
Kevin Smith or Seth Rogen? Both?
The steroids that I get with the chemo drugs are kicking my ass again, so I think I'll be going to bed *before* Jon Stewart tonight. I'll watch him online tomorrow. I'll try to send Joe down to the vid store to get me some luscious-comedic-man-with-tenuous-ties-to-Vancouver-made movies.
Things are not going the way I was hoping they would go. Things are things that I need to take a couple days hiding out from.
The title of this post is from the song "Ms. Jackson" by Outkast. (I prefer BOB, but this line was fitting.) I've been listening to Johnny Cash remixes and covers for days. If you've got any on mp3, gimme a shout out.
I'll close with this song that's NOT by Johnny Cash, but seems to fit with what he used to sing about and what I'm going through.
When there's nowhere else to run
Is there room for one more son?
One more son...
If you can hold on
If you can hold on,
hold on.
I wanna stand up, I wanna let it go
You know, you know - no, you don't, you don't.
I wanna shine on in the hearts of men
I want a meaning from the back of my broken hand.
Another head aches, another heart breaks
I am so much older than I can take.
And my affection, well it comes and goes
I need direction to perfection, no no no no.
Help me out
Yeah, you know you gotta help me out.
Yeah, oh don't you put me on the blackburner
You know you gotta help me out, yeah.
And when there's nowhere else to run
Is there room for one more son?
These changes ain't changing me
The cold-hearted boy I used to be.
Yeah, you know you gotta help me out
Yeah, oh don't you put me on the blackburner
You know you gotta help me out, yeah
You're gonna bring yourself down
Yeah, you're gonna bring yourself down
Yeah, you're gonna bring yourself down
I got soul, but I'm not a soldier. I got soul, but I'm not a soldier.
I got soul, but I'm not a soldier. I got soul, but I'm not a soldier.
I got soul, but I'm not a soldier. I got soul, but I'm not a soldier.
I got soul, but I'm not a soldier. I got soul, but I'm not a soldier.
I got soul, but I'm not a soldier. I got soul, but I'm not a soldier.
Yeah, you know you gotta help me out
Yeah, oh don't you put me on the blackburner
You know you gotta help me out, yeah.
You're gonna bring yourself down, yeah.
You're gonna bring yourself down
Yeah, oh don't you put me on the blackburner
Yeah, you're gonna bring yourself down
Yeah, you're gonna bring yourself down
Over and out, last call for sin
While everyone's lost, the battle is won
With all these things that I've done.
All these things that I've done.
If you can hold on,
If you can hold on...
All These Things That I've Done - The Killers from the album "Hot Fuss"
Wednesday, March 25, 2009
Another Day.
Another pitiful attempt at finding meaning and reason in my life.
I've discovered Fashion Wars on Facebook. If you're a vampire or a mobster, I'll trade you a place in your mob or clan in exchange for you joining my posse.
I've been invited to go to the range on Friday to take advantage of Friday Night Ladies Night where "ladies" shoot for just the cost of ammo.
Putting fifty rounds into a piece of paper is therapeutic.
Again, I have nothing to say.
I've discovered Fashion Wars on Facebook. If you're a vampire or a mobster, I'll trade you a place in your mob or clan in exchange for you joining my posse.
I've been invited to go to the range on Friday to take advantage of Friday Night Ladies Night where "ladies" shoot for just the cost of ammo.
Putting fifty rounds into a piece of paper is therapeutic.
Again, I have nothing to say.
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